I knew I was a perfectionist the day I got into a car crash on the way to high school.
The accident totaled our family’s pretty blue Chrysler Concorde, and I wasn’t in great shape either. Thankfully I didn’t sustain significant physical injuries, but I was hyperventilating, trembling, and generally traumatized.
Still, my tears were barely dry when I insisted on going straight to school.
Why? Well, I thought that since I’d already screwed up by getting into the accident and missing two classes, taking a day off was out of the question.
Though I would never have asked a frightened friend to soldier on like that, I demanded it of myself.
I had to keep striving. There was no room for letting myself be looked after. I couldn’t afford to make yet another mistake.
Portrait of a Perfectionist
I see you, friend.
Our lives may be very different, but both of us discern a vast distance between who we are and who we want to be.
You work hard to get it right and help others, but you have a tough time offering compassion to yourself.
You’re the one who keeps it together. Friends and family members turn to you when they’re struggling, but you feel bad about seeking support of your own.
You’re hyper-aware of what other people are feeling, but your own emotional states are more of a mystery. Sometimes you cry and you have no idea why.
The Pain of Perfectionism
How do I know this? Well, partly because I’m the same way, and partly because you’ve told me so. Take this message I received from a reader:
“I can relate to so much you mentioned on your site that I feel like I know you. I am very good at offering advice and help but never want to ask or accept help. I don’t think I am worthy of love or companionship and if I am able to do it on my own than I should. I feel guilty about everything I do and say … it is exhausting.”
Messages like these break my heart. I know how painful it is to feel like a failure at life.
But the silver lining is that I’m motivated to keep on writing for you, to keep showing up and sharing what I’ve learned about getting real and letting go.
That’s why I created a new free offering for you.
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16 Songs to Include on Your Recovering Perfectionist Playlist (1 page print ready PDF)
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